When we think it’s over, it isn’t even close. Once things settled it seemed, dust was kicked up once again. Why is it that when things seemed over they weren’t? I don’t get it. I really don’t. Understanding something is almost impossible when you’ve gone around and around in circles.
I can’t figure out what to say. If I make one sort of comment everything gets messed up. I can’t say anything for fear of making someone uncomfortable or ask multiple questions. I cannot say anything but yet someone that knows the situation can leave me uncomfortable. I ask questions but they never seem to be answered. If anything, there are more questions that come up.
I just don’t get it at times. Everything seems fine one minute after discussions and then it isn’t long after that things look like they’ve took a slide for the worst. Today started out bright and shiny like a penny found in the sand as you walk along the beach. Then it ended up tarnished and puzzling.
Today I had one of those weird moments where a wrench was thrown into my day. Now I just have to work through it and get things figured out. Now, if I could only figure that one out it would be a whole lot better.