Chaos

If someone close to you stabbed you in the back so deeply, how do you move on? Trying to get over something that cuts you so deeply is hard and almost undoable. The frustrating part is that I don’t understand how it happened. After going through turmoil themselves and putting themselves through hell because of their actions and losing almost everything they had, why would they try and do something to someone close to them when they had done nothing wrong?

Just because you lost out doesn’t mean you can try and make up for lost time by taking something away from someone else. Looking back on what happened 17 years ago, you messed up not me. Don’t take from me so you can make up for lost time. Just because you messed up doesn’t mean that you can try and ruin someone else. I’m not someone you can push around and manipulate like you did the rest.

What was done was unforgivable. To be betrayed and manipulated was something I thought you would never do. I kept giving you the benefit of the doubt and you aren’t as innocent as you claim to be. I thought you were nieve and oblivious to what was going on. It was all a facade. You in fact know what is going on and are playing along with it making others feel sorry for you. You are manipulating everyone around you trying to get them to feel sorry for you.

Your lies and deception are what are going to run you into the ground and leave you standing with nothing. I had never thought I would be so hurt by you but I was. I just can’t believe it. I really can’t. The thing that gets me the most is that you are blood. I guess that means nothing to you. Of course it doesn’t because you’ve put us through so much in the past and didn’t blink an eye. Trying to make up for what you did means nothing anymore. I tried to be there, to maintain a relationship and it clearly wasn’t worth my time.

Just push the knife a little deeper.

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About Cunique

Sometimes it's letting thoughts out. Other times it's writing to let the mind wander. I enjoy it and do it as often as I can and post what I come up with. I enjoy spending time with my hubby, Mr. Daniel's, watching movies and goofy TV shows. Listen to all sorts of music. Of course I enjoy scrolling through my Tumblr, Pintrest, Twitter, Snapchat and Instagram. Who doesn't? View all posts by Cunique

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